Yesterday… I have fainted… the story began with a blood donation in my office for an event for health & safety week… The blood donation was held in the morning… in the afternoon… I skipped lunch… I was already tired & a little bit dizzy… but still tones on work waiting on the table… at the evening… I gave a call to the developer to ask for a something else… but the developer told that my renovation contractor has done a mistake and I might lose RM1000 deposit for house renovation… I was shocked and immediately went to my new apartment after office hr… I was walking here and there… tried to give a call to the developer representative at the apartment and tried to search him but unsuccessful… in front of my apartment… suddenly I felt so damn tired… felt like vomiting but no food to come out since I didn’t eat anything for lunch… the world became black… I fell down… fainted… and part of my face was injured… later a few of kind contractors brought me to the clinic nearby for treatment… this is the first time in my life I had a back out… and today I’ve been given an MC… though I dowanna take any MC bcoz there were so many outstanding jobs on the table… but I think I need to have rest to recover…
Last week… I’ve taken 4 days off… and what I did was surveying… surveying & surveying… 4 days full with concentration and of coz it was damn tiring also…
B4 the off days started… I have another quarrelling with a stupid and immature engineer in my office… haih… last yr… we also had involved in an email fighting… and this time… I can’t stand anymore bcoz he kept touching about my seniority… but I’m not taking back my words… who cares… I’m not afraid of any1… I’ll vocal up to say anything that is not correct… I’m not afraid of being ‘punished’ if the bosses wanna grade down my performance… I’m honest in my job and I’m not working for money… but I’m a bit sad bcoz I feel that I am alone… when I got My LuV… I always got some1 to ease my tense… but now its all gotta be alone… and I really need to be stronger than b4…
On Thursday… it was the labour day… I went to IKEA… hehe… dono what to say… all things look nice… haha… actually… my main intension was to look and get the feel of the kitchen cabinet’s color… … got pro anc con… it was still undecided at that time… anyhow… got a few things that already in my mind… and I tried to find the IKEA catalogue from my colleague… so that the next time I’ll go and just grab the things that are in da list… it would save a lot of time… summore… walking alone is not as fun as if u go with some1…
On Friday… I took leave… I went to a Panasonic shop near the ‘Jambatan Pulau Pinang’… haha… the bridge where LDP & Federal Highway met… I was told by a fren that the shop sells the goods with the ‘staff price’… well… its quite true… but I still need to wait for a week bcoz the remote fans that I wanna buy were out of stocks… after that… I went to Puchong to survey the lightings… well I was told by a few frens also that the shop got a good price for lighting… but I only bought the lights the day after bcoz I need to have a small discussion with my contractor on a slight changes about the lighting arrangement in my house… after that I stopped at IOI Mall in Puchong… and then… my last destination for Friday was Mid Valley… damn… it was so damn tiring…!!… but worth it…
On Saturday… I made a small discussion with my contractor… I made a few changes about the lightings arrangement… and also finally I have made the final decision about the color of the kitchen cabinets… and at last… I have chosen the light color that close to white color for the table top… & black color for the other surfaces… I hope it will look nice… but even it is not… who cares… this is my kitchen btw… wakakaka… but I’m confident of making it to be looked nice…
After the discussion… I straightly went to Puchong again to buy the lightings… overall… I have spent about RM772 for the lightings… the whole house will be equipped with the down lights… only some places will have the different kinda lamps especially at the dinning hall and also the back yard…
Anyhow… on Sunday… I went again to Puchong bcoz I found out that the menthols for the down light was not enough… though it was only a menthol… but without it the lightings won’t be perfect… but of coz the shop won’t accept my argument… to be fair… they have offered me to get it with half price… well… I can’t blame them also… they also have the right to say that it was not their mistake since the checking was done quite transparent… it just the process was done so fast and the lightings were a lot… anyway… the price for the menthol only RM10… so… it just a small matter…
Kla… no pictures update for the apartment since the job is just started… well… I honestly very afraid to remember back what had happened to me recently… when I was in da operation room to fix the injury… I could hear the doctor said that I was bleeding so much… I lost lotsa blood yesterday… 1 for blood donation… 1 during when I was fainted… and the other 1 when I was in the operation room… yeah… I was thinking of dying at the time… I know ppl can die just due to losing of so much blood… haih… it was a big tragedy in my life… though last week… I had been adviced with ‘take good care’… I dono I’m able to really take good care of my life… bcoz I always fail to control myself to work beyond my ability…
Quote of Silence Tuesday… ‘Live with no excuses & love with no regrets...’
At last… I have gotten the apartment keys on last Wednesday… on 23.04.08… hehe… honestly… I was so damn excited… it was like a dream comes true… well… these are a few pix of the inner side of the apartment…
The main door is still locked…
The main door is now opened…!!
The hall is quite big…
The right hand side is the master bedroom… the left hand side is the middle room…
The toilet in d master bedroom…
The scene from the master bedroom…
The 2nd toilet…
The kitchen area…
The yard…
The front door from inside…
On Saturday… I have awarded a company to do the renovation… 5 major things to be renovated are… installing the grille… kitchen cabinets + hob & hood… aluminum window at the yard… wiring for the whole house & the last one is making the plaster ceiling…
Overall… it is within my budget… I would say that… including all the extra things such as installing the fans… equipments in the toilets like water heater… well… I guess toilet should be treated fairly… the heart of the cleanliness in every house stays in the toilet… plus all some other parts… the amount to be spent would touch almost 20K…
Well the renovation will start 2moro and will last for the next 1 month… hopefully… I can slowly move in maybe in the middle of June and completely move in by the end of June… the excitement is so speechless… haha… sometimes… I feel that… it is a bit ‘waste’ for me to spend a lot in renovation… do a lot but I’ll only stay alone in da house… hehe… but what to do… if judging from Japanese & Korean series… lotsa them stay alone in d apartment also… summore… stay alone also ok what… no 1 cares… I can do anything that I want… I can even cook while naked… or can sleep naked if the weather is hot… wakakakakakakaka…
Generally… the workmanship for this apartment can be considered quite good… lotsa ppl praised that this apartment is beautiful… yeah… there are still small defects… but it is still acceptable and can be fixed easily…
Haih… it has been few months already I have never heard anything about My LuV… I miss My LuV so much… when I got the letter from the developer that the house is ready to be accepted… the first person to come across in my mind was My LuV… I tot I have been forgetting My LuV due to my pack schedule lately… but the feeling has never changed… when I think back… I feel so sad & cried alone… I wish I can share the excitement with My LuV… but again… even if I’m willing to give this house to My Luv… My LuV won’t even wanna see me anymore…
Kla… that’s all for this week… I’ll update the progress of my apartment in the next weeks… till then… I wanna say sorry to Isaac for not being able to chat with u in msn… I was so busy with the apartment and also building up the website for my department… sometimes… I feel that TNB should pay me more for spending my personal time at home doing office job… anyhow… this is me… if the love for My LuV is forever… being rejected and left by My LuV… my feeling has never changed… it goes almost the same to my company… I’m honest and loyal to my company… as long as I’m still able to work hard… I’ll try to give my best to my company…
Quote of Silence Tuesday… ‘Having a guy dump you & says “we can still be friends” is like having ur mom says “ur dog died but u can still keep it”...’
I hv no mood to write anything… feel like being betrayed… I should have gotten d key last Saturday… anyhow… until today the bank hasn’t released d money to the developer… damn……
Quote of Silence Tuesday… ‘If u luv some1 tell them… bcoz hearts r often broken by words left unspoken...’
Today is the historical day for Dato’ Seri Anwar Ibarahim… it is the day for him to legally moves as a politician… he had been banned due to a ‘corruption case’ that being judged by corruption judges… he is an icon… the biggest icon ever exists in our country… yeah… maybe it sounds unrealistic for many… especially for those who doesn’t know or hates him… haha… even small kids know him… but in next 20 yrs… he will be one of the most popular leader in History Text Book… his charismatic… his honesty… his hardness… his patient… it will one of the most interested chapter in the text book… a chapter about an undergraduate leader who fight for poor ppls… turns politician… almost becomes PM but being sacked… being jailed… made a come back… leading opposition coalition to gain 5+1 states while he still couldn’t running a political office… until he becomes Malaysia’s 5th Prime Minister… soon…
Back to my daily life… at last… I got the letter… the letter that I’ve been waiting for almost 2 yrs… if there is no problem… and the bank releases the balance of the loan… I will get the key for the apartment on this coming Saturday on 19… AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA… I am really really really excited… really can’t wait for Saturday… I really wanna see the how it looks from inside…
Anyhow… the not really exciting thing is… the monthly service charge… OMG… it is expensive… it is about RM250 per month… huh… to be honest… I was expecting it would be between RM150 to RM200… the amount is quite expensive for me… but I need to take it positively… I need to review back my spending and my budget… but renovation such as for kitchen cabinets… grills… plaster ceiling… still need to be carried on… bcoz I need to complete it b4 I can totally move in…
Actually… last week was a little bit tiring week for me… I need to do my foreman’s job since he is away for almost 3 weeks… jobs need to be carried out… I have been prepared to face this kinda situation… some or I can say most of my colleagues’ engineers always say they cannot move without technician… but for me… my technicians jobs are my jobs too… so… there is no reason for me to fail replacing them if they r not around… if I fail to do my technicians’ jobs… for me… I’m not qualified to be an engineer… a boss should know more than his subordinates… that’s the best way of gaining respects…
I’m working on the website too… day and night… whenever I got time… during meeting… during training… during waiting… I would use the time wisely to ensure the website to be one of the best among the regions… I’m the one who walk my talk… once I say I can do it… I’ll try my very best to make everyone to feel proud of it… I wish I can show off here… haha… but sadly the website is only for internal network inside TNB… I can only show the header of the website…
Asset Maintenance Kuala Lumpur (AMKL)
Kla… enuf for this week… “My LuV… from d bottom of my heart… I want u to know that… I love u so much… I really love u so much…” as if my words is listened…
Quote of Silence Tuesday… ‘If u luv some1 tell them… bcoz hearts r often broken by words left unspoken...’
Last week was a bz week for me… I was struggling to start setting up the website for my department… so far so good… and I envy it… since the website is far more beautiful and far cooler than my personal webblog… haha… but it doesn’t matter… as long as the ppls like it… I’m happy with my work… but it still long way to go… building a website for a department is not as easy as making a blog… but… with the helps from a few of my frens in other regions and also with my basic knowledge in website… it progress really well…
On Friday… I was intentionally looked a d movie advertisement in The Star… and I found out the movie for the sequel of Death Note… or can be considered as Death Note 3… immediately… On Saturday… I went to MV… watching ‘L Change The World’… overall… it was a bit disappointing… the show was lack of suspense… lack of thriller… lack of ‘fantasy’ things… which had made it very successful in previous series of Death Note 1 & 2… however… still not bad in my personal view… still ok… it just a bit less than my very high expectation…
The end of the story also didn’t show how L dies… prior in d movie… he has written his own name to die after 23 days & he has burnt the Death Note book… I was so disappointed also when the Ryuk… ‘the death god’… only appears in a few seconds… I missed Ryuk so much…!! Haha…
Anyhow… this movie was a bit fun… especially the interaction among L and the 2 little kids… and I have to give credits to Kenichi Matsuyama too for his great job to act as L… he really did a great job… it was so fun to see his weird styles… and how hard he has to baby-sit the kids… haha…
About work… nothing much had happened… but problems are still exist… sometimes… I guess… it is not easy to work when every1 just think about their own selves… I’m a very strict boss… yet still considerable in many cases… but… I guess… I will use my last weapon soon… I can’t tolerate anymore when some of them just don’t have sense of respect to what I’m doing everyday… it is not easy to change ppl’s attitude… especially those u have been used to with bad attitude… which for them to act like that was a normal attitude… damn… I’m really mad now…!! Still can’t imagine when they didn’t come to site while I’m already there… a day waiting and he gave the most stupid answer in da world… said that he wanna pick up his wife at 5… whereby office hours end at 5.30pm… and yet he still wanna claim going to site in timesheet… bull shit… this time I won’t tolerate anymore… whatever happen soon… I won’t accept his explanation anymore… it is enough for me to be cheated all this while…
Haih… life is so cruel… to love some1 is d most beautiful moment in life… though love is not already with me… I still have my job to work hard… as long as my company still needs me… I’ll give my best… it is not easy to face this world alone… and it is really not easy to live a life without My LuV… still remember when I sent SMS for My LuV to wish Happy Birthday… but it was not replied… I’m so sad… maybe it was being deleted by some1… or most probably my phone number has already out from the list… hehe… anyhow… it’s OK… I just wanna test market… haha… maybe soon… I’ll close down this web… change my phone number and do everything that will cut off all connections with My LuV… I was saying that I wanna close down this web in April… but I guess… I need to continue it a little bit more… maybe a few more months until I have totally move in into Desa Permai… I wanna show my Desa Permai to every1… hehe… till then… c ya next week…
L Change The World …21st FEB… hehe… I feel so honored… !! LOL
L Change The World - The Trailer
Quote of Silence Tuesday… ‘To be loved… be lovable...’
… got pro anc con… it was still undecided at that time… anyhow… got a few things that already in my mind… and I tried to find the IKEA catalogue from my colleague… so that the next time I’ll go and just grab the things that are in da list… it would save a lot of time… summore… walking alone is not as fun as if u go with some1…
wakakakakakakaka…
